Changes

Hey Love's

So again it has been a huge gap between blogs, and I can assure you it is totally justified.
The past year of my life has taken one of the biggest turns and has been beyond eventful, you guys thought my 2017/2018 was a whirlwind, well the wind didn't stop there.

Life has brought some changes I was and was not expecting and in learning to receive these changes with a whole heart, clear mind, peaceful spirit and happy kids, I had to take some time out to myself, hence Blogs coming to halt, social media post being minimal and inner circles becoming smaller.

Iv so badly wanted to blog and update you guys every step of the way, but things have moved so quickly for me and the changes have been ever-present that I just don't think it would have been possible to make sense of everything as it was happening, honestly just trying to wrap my mind around it was a whole mission in its self and at times I question if my mind has yet caught up with my heart, if my heart is in sync with my body and if my spirit is still connected to all the above.
The emotional rollercoaster, adjustments, requirements have been o so real.

You all know my motto right??? well, I hope after all this time you remember it as it should be your daily reminders to yourselves as it still remains mine.
After 3 say it out loud with me,1.....2....3, TRUST THE PROCESS.
Iv recently added to that which is, DONT LOSE SIGHT OF THE PROMISE BECAUSE THE PROCESS LOOKS PEAK.
This came about because there came a point where nothing made sense to me, I mean somethings did however despite the fact that I knew what God promised me, I remembered his word, yet my journey, my current state at times did not seem to reflect any resemblance of these promises or even like I was on the right path.
Have you ever been so sure, so confident that your in the right place, at the right time, around the right people, then BOOM..... you know longer are clear about your directions, who your people are, jeez you even start to question who you are??  yep, that was and to some extent still is me.

2017 required me to be a different kind of woman, then 2018 required me to level up in that transition, 2019 has literally required me to be in whooollleee different kind of space altogether, which is hard, as every new day demands a new change, that I'm not all was sure about if I am honest.

As I'm sure most of you know, change is uncomfortable, change can hurt, the process of change can be ugly, and sometimes lonely, but inevitably change if done willingly and the right way can lead to something so beautiful.
Are you willing to give change a try, is the million-dollar question?
Truthfully being real with you, some changes have broken me, and lead me to tears, iv had to really question if it's worth the discomfort, but then I equally have to consider the consequences of being comfortable.
Staying comfortable in a season that requires change, actually requires is to polite for what really goes down, demands seems more appropriate in this occasion, staying comfortable in that season only leads to stagnancy, bitter contentment, and mundane routines, that will never feel satisfying or fulfilling to you, as realistically that is not where you are meant to be.

One thing I'm constantly reminded by is that God wants nothing but greatness for me, for us, but all good things come with a level of sacrifice.
This evening iv literally been wracking my brain trying to figure out why I'm going through another stage of brokenness, have I not been broken enough already? my epiphany was.... every new stage, every new season requires you to come up higher, unfortunately yet, fortunately, demands a form of brokenness, humility and total surrendering.

Is it worth it? well, that's totally dependent, on how much you trust God, and truly how much you desire his will over your life rather than yours, do you really believe his word and promises declared over you? and are you willing to give up what makes you comfortable? Do you believe in dong so that you will gain better and greater than you had before?

In the coming blogs, I will be revealing what changes iv faced over the last year and sharing the epiphany as usual through it all in hopes to help someone through, it would just be way too much to squeeze into this post.
plus it gives me more time and more blogs to share with you guys.

If you made it this far, thank you for riding this ride, for your loyalty and support, exposures not easy but it is one discomfort I can assure has been worth it.

Ephesians 4: 21 -24

21. Since you have heard about Jesus and have learned the truth that comes from him, 22. throw off your old sinful nature and your former way of life, which is corrupted by lust and deception. 23. Instead, let the Spirit renew your thoughts and attitudes. 24. Put on your new nature, created to be like God - Truly righteous and holy.