First of all thank you for the love and support on my first blog, it is truly appreciated. It’s not easy to put yourself out there so when you are feeling the love it s an amazing thing.
It’s your choice, what do I mean by that? Well.....exactly what I said, it’s your choice.
Have you ever been in a place where you feel stuck, lost, consumed and held down by emotions and circumstances?
Well I have over and over and over again, I constantly find myself in such an awkward place, and just as I feel I’ve reached my breakthrough I find myself back in that place. Why o why does this keep happening (bet your asking the same thing right?)
I took the time out to reflect on this part of my life and I asked the lord ‘Daddy please reveal to me I seem to constantly be stagnant and can only get so far’. Daddy said to me ‘Jenna when you enter you prayer closet to cry out to me and call for help, the moment you leave what do you do next?’
WOW the conviction that hit my heart, the overwhelming guilt was too much to accept all at one time. I took my days to think over the lord’s and I’s conversation and the more I pondered on it the more I felt I was able to be honest with myself.
Lesson no 1
· Be careful what you ask the lord, because he will be brutally honest with you (lool), he will put you in a place where you can’t help but think so deeply, he will put you in a position where you end up answering your own question.
What was my conclusion you ask? (looool)
Stepping out of my pain, irritation, frustration, tiredness and laziness and so much more, into my prayer closet to cry for help and ask the lord to deliver me, I would walk right back out into the pain and everything that came with it. (Does that make any sense?)
Lesson no 2
· It’s not the wisest thing to wear a dirty garment, then go to your Daddy to help you take it off and remove it from you, just to step back out and put the same dirty garment back on.
Its funny isn’t it, we go through tough times, hard times even, and we go to lord for strength, peace and joy but the moment we leave the prayer closet we continue to allow all that stuff to over ride everything we and lord has just done to start our healing process. We have to remember that we may not feel completely better straight away but we have made a start which is the hardest part and that’s asking our heavenly Papa for help.
Lesson 3
· You have a choice, yep that’s right you have a choice. You can choose to go into your closet and leave it behind and choose to be happy and excited about your new found journey to freedom and know for sure that you’re not alone, or you can choose to go into your closet unclean and to come back out exactly the same.
So guys....now IV shared my revelation/realisation with you. Take your time to think about what you do next, think about what you want do the next time you need to be delivered, you need the heavy burden lifted. May I make a suggestion????????
Make the decision to walk into your closet heavy burdened and to walk back out on the start of your journey to freedom. Make the CHOICE to walk back in VICTORY, purposely smile, purposely choose to skip and sing, purposely choose to do to something you didn’t feel like doing before. Choose happiness.
Please open your heart to receive what God desires for you to have.
Matthew 11:28-30 – give it unto God, he desires to give you rest.
Again it is your CHOICE to take God up on that offer or to walk away the same.
I hope you guys choose what is best, I hope and pray that the lord can deliver you from you burdens, whatever they may be, however big or small.
Stay Blessed
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